Wednesday 4 May 2011

Former Military Interrogator Matthew Alexander: Despite GOP Claims, "Immoral" Torture "Slowed Down" Effort to Find Osama bin Laden

To be intelligent beings we need to inform ourselves with many perspectives and then come to our own understanding knowing we don't have to belong to any others' understanding. This is another perspective from Democracy Now, enjoy learning something new.



Former Military Interrogator Matthew Alexander: Despite GOP Claims, "Immoral" Torture "Slowed Down" Effort to Find Osama bin Laden

Saturday 9 April 2011

Congratulations Deborah Young!

Hello Friends,

Just wanted to share the exciting news I received last night! Deb Young an amazing teacher, mentor and mother from Naropa University was asked to help Bhutan create a "Gross National Happiness" classroom to match the GNH campaign they have been promoting for years! For more information check out this website http://www.educatingforgnh.com/Home.aspx

Yours,
Krystle Lord-Keller

Sunday 13 March 2011

Excerpt from "First Contact" by Evan Mandery

It all started about a week ago, to the day, I'd found myself nose- to- page of a fantastic book. For years serious books about wholistic health and politics have been dominating my bookshelves giving me a sense of urgency about my place in the world. Yet this book was different, Evan Mandery and his tale First Contact, the story of Aliens Contacting a God-fearing US President offers insight to many current and relevant issues in our country and is written with insatiable wit. Metaphorical stories tailor each page reflecting the state of our world and minds. By coincidence, before purchasing this book I had taken direction from one of my wholistic health interests and began a cleanse to help rid my mind and body of toxic clutter. This has bestowed upon me deep contemplation and wonder if I'm alone in seeing life the way I do - as a series of personal changes to ones' self that indeed must take place in order to find peace and freedom from suffering in life.

In light of this, I am in love with an amazing person he has provided a lot of grounding in my life and yet I fantasize about us driving clear out of range and out from under the expectations of others. As we drove away we would be blasting our favorite music singing like we had the lungs of a harbor porpoise (one of the greatest lung capacities of any animal). Anyway, we would be free to grow and expand beyond the limits of our present environment.

In regards to this, Mandery brought something to my attention today, the main character of the novel Ralph has been told by his love that she quit law school and wants to go to Tibet to teach English, she wants him to leave his "responsibilities" and go with her, see the world, cultivate love and live for happiness. A feeling of anxiousness overtakes him and he begins to question its cause. Through the couple's dialogue Mandery provides us some of his delectable anecdotal thoughts on day-to-day existence:

What really caused the knot in his stomach was that he would never be able to bring himself to do this thing he really wanted to do.
Ralph was, in this respect, like anyone who does something he knows to be bad for himself -- like falling in with a married person or sticking a Q-tip into one's ear to get wax out knowing it will just make matter worse. More accurately, he was like someone who fails to do something he knows is good for himself -- like going to the gym that evening instead of watching television or keeping an appointment with chiropodist to have a bunion filed down. Or traveling somewhere exotic with someone you love.
Ralph sipped some
Broth
" I'm not sure," he said. "I have a sense of responsibility. I have duties. Maybe that will be different someday."
The truth was, though, Ralph didn't understand his own reluctance.
"I don't think that will ever be different," Jessica said as she considered his words. "It never gets easier -- there is only more and more duty."
Ralph nodded.
"Why can't you live like you said you would on the night we first met? Live for the moment. Not just that day, but everyday."
Ralph returned his last wonton to the bowl.
"I don't know, " he said, and that was th
e complete truth.

This dialogue stood out to me because since I started cleansing the toxic clutter from my mind, I feel like I've been having a similar dialogue with myself. It is not necessarily that we do things which are bad for us, but that we don't do things which are good for us. What is stopping our good from going to work? Quite obviously someone may say our ego is to blame which in turn it is actually our fear or our lack of finding a truth other than, I don't know. And if I don't know is really our truth than we need to break through our fear of the unknown to do what good for us.


Tuesday 24 August 2010

Monday 7 December 2009

my heart ready to serve ready to support- you with me? :)


we drove down the desert road to the opening circle held at Billy and Bessie's home. My father, Bruce, Jean a lovely woman from the South Bay and Kevin from N. Orange County and i parked our cars and got out in anticipation of cold weather and hard work that we would have to befriend over the next 7 days. Then into the circle came the most lovely set of Dineh elders, dineh is the the most calming language to listen to even when they are telling you about the unjust hardships they have had to endure. i looked to them as my heart center for the next 7 days.

after the circle an elder named Billy came and picked us up, and we spent the rest of the week working on his sheep camp, and moving around to different peoples spaces on the reservation and relocation housing to help out with work needed to be done before the winter season. I could go on in detail about the support work but what is really important is why our support is needed in the first place, then i will tell you what i learned from the support work.

Since the 1970's the US government along with their corporate allies such as Peabody Coal Co. have manufactured a land dispute between the traditional Hopi and Dineh (Navajo) people. Through this manufactured dispute the Hopi have lost some of
their people to corrupt tribal governments and the Dineh have lost many people to relocation, and forced confiscation of livestock. In other words, their very livelihoods have been stripped from them in the name of unsustainable mining practices. Have they been compensated? Well, if they have it has not made it past those in power, and would it really matter? Can you really compensate for someones livelihood? Can you compensate culture? This is the same question that people all over the world are asking as they are kicked out of their homes to make way for fashionable money making development projects.

With all of the injustices i have seen in the world, i can tell you that there is no way to compensate for culture. When our very spirit our very breath is tied to the soil beneath us, the earth that holds us, the placenta of our children that we buried under our home, there is no compensation that can give you this back. Many Americans will think, well my dad/mom gets relocated for work all the time, and it is very difficult, should i protest? I say yes, if your very breath is connected - but dont make this an excuse not to understand the plight of the Dineh living in Black Mesa, AZ. The people there they understand what it means to have a sense of place, and this is something we all could learn a lesson about.

When the elders and other traditional Dineh and Hopi are violated this is innately connected to degradation of the earth. When we scar the Earth we scar ourselves, it is that simple yet we foolishly continue our "manly" endeavors to conquer the greatest gift we have in our lives, Mother Earth and Father Sky. Over the last 30 years, Peabody's Black Mesa mine has absolved an estimated 325 million tons of CO2 into the atmosphere and has daily consumed three million gallons of water, and 1.4 billion gallons per year of potable ground water. Please remember what we do to the earth we do to ourselves

Over the last 3 + years of my life i have been graced with the opportunity to learn from peoples movements all over the world. When I was working/studying in Thailand one of my mentors Paw Somkiat stoically fixed his eyes on us and pointed up at the lights above saying, “Did you know that comes from the blood and tears of the villagers? That is our blood, they came in and destroyed our origins, our food source and turned it into this [the Pak Mun Dam]. There’re a lot of people who don’t see this root, you are so lucky to see some of that root.” At this moment Paw Somkiat reveals himself to the group of Americans as not only a villager, but also our teacher and has forever has changed my perspective on learning and my role in the world. This is the experience i held close to my heart as i went to be a supporter in Black Mesa and Big Mountain.

In working with Black Mesa Indigenous Support and having been a member of ENGAGE for almost 5 years, there was something very interesting that we shared. We are there to support to be an ally and to understand that through respecting our anti-opression principles we can work together (even if we are outsiders) equitably through the injustice that is being perpetuated by other outsiders. And when we come out of the struggle we will come out with a new order, one of equality, and empowerment of all people through living harmoniously. What I learned from Black Mesa that is close to my experiences with ENGAGE is that we are brought into peoples movements and the social problems around them to be supporters and to serve their needs and at the same time be innovative and work with them to find solutions. We are not their to bring in "our" projects or our agendas, we are their to be part of theirs and then to offer our gifts as needed. To read more about BMIS and their supporters please go to www.blackmesais.org and read the 'cultural sensitivity guide' I believe they are very clear and articulate in what i am trying to summarize here.


Overall, while at the reservation i saw many moments of revelation and changes in consciousness,watching as I and others are moved to see themselves as more than individuals more than students or average complacent people but as people who can feel the heartache of the others and do their best to help carry those aches.

Thursday 29 October 2009

poetry that makes you live hard

please comment back with a favorite poem

So Is My Life
By Pablo Naruda
My duty moves along with my song:
I am I am not: that is my destiny.
I exist not if I do not attend to the pain
of those who suffer: they are my pain s.
For I cannot be without existing for all,
for all who are silent and oppressed,
I come from the people and I sing for them:
my poetry is song and punishment.
I am told: you belong to darkness.
Perhaps, perhaps, but I walk toward the light.
I am the man of bread and fish
and you will not find me among books,
but with women and men:
they have taught me the infinite.

Wednesday 28 October 2009

on love


She has no intention of hurting you, and still life will take its course because we are in search for our soul mate and when we find them we will not fear anymore because if we are hurt we are hurt together. And it is through the long loneliness that we hurt as we sacrifice to find happiness. Once we are with our soul mate the bond will bring eternal happiness – suffering will no longer be sadness, there will be no darkness. This eternal bliss comes in different ways for different people and it is this difference which is our commonality. We are all beckoned by something deep inside of us that attracts us to something greater than ourselves, this process is what connects us all.